My mom helped my one sister go to school, paid cash for her college classes. I never received this benefit. That is the only benefit from my mom that I would have really liked to receive. I wish she would have helped me with going to school and been there for me but I don't think she knew much about school in order to help me in the first place. So it's something I have to teach myself. I want to get a degree badly. I want to learn something. I'm just not sure. I might want multiple degrees. I want to learn so much. I guess my mom wasn't really abusive. It was her husband who paid for it. Not her. And my sister is her husband;s daughter. I guess just different treatment based on partially different genetics.