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Ok so, things are coming up today. I have never been able to put my finger on just what bothers me about my relationship with my husband. I know he shuts down when he is overwhelmed with bills and paperwork and this does affect our whole family when we lose our medical insurance and such. I recognized something today that really hurts me and has gone on our whole relationship. He is very critical. He talks about Catholic Guilt which can be a thing but for me, it is in the Catholic Church that I have found mercy over and over in my life. I have learned well I am still learning to be merciful with myself but I am merciful with others in my life, including my husband. I think its possible to be hurt by someone and still want whats best for them. I do want whats best for him but I still need to take care of myself. He make a person or tries to make them feel bad or guilty for the most simple things. Teases people if they are angry or struggling or hurt, makes fun of all races and nothing is off limits for the sake of a joke. Many of our kids, especially boys look for attention from their father but speaking ill of others or the jokes. I love jokes. I am always trying to make people laugh. Im weird, but in a good way. I am not better than him. I am an addict( recovering) and have many faults. I have never been able to convince him to work on anything. I cannot share with him my struggles. He thinks of me as weak, I believe for help that Ive gotten. Thats for the weak minded. Im ok. I can continue to work on myself but today I needed to acknowledge this in my life. I may not be able to change it but recognizing it is good
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